Take advantage of what you have right in front of you, before she walks out.

“One day you’re gonna want her.That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect,
but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you
and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws but values
them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you
even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.”

What use to be.

Dear Asshole, 

For some crazy reason I insisted on going back to you everytime you pushed me away. Why is it that I kept running back to something that wasn't even there. I wanted to believe that you would come to realize what you were missing out on. You told me I needed an asshole of a boyfriend, because I was so use to good whipped ones, but you were wrong. You were the one in need of a straight up, tell you how it is girlfriend, to set you straight. 

Love, What use to be. 

Fighting to inspire.

Christopher Edward Grantham. I was able to spend his last week in Ramstein with him, before he left off for the states, to train and work for what he loves. He is currently pursuing his dream in MMA fighting, and it shows each & everyday. He is a big inspiration to not only myself, but to many others. He shows dedication in what he loves, and has the passion and drive for it. He puts in hours and hours into training, to be the best. Watching him fight opened my eyes to a different side of him, and inspired me to try even harder when it came to pursuing my dreams. Those who know who he is already knows that not only does he fight litearlly, but he fights mentally for what achieving his goal. Through all the hardships, whether it came down to girlfriend or family problems he fought through it all and kept his head in the game. Athletestoday suffer from all sorts of problems, and some try to find the short cut to achieve goals to win, but Chris works through it all. He not only puts hard work, dedication, and hours into what he does but he also does it with his passion. Being able to watch him fight, showed me his love towards what he does. He has became my inspiration today. Watch out world, he will be known one day. <3 

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day. I hope everyone was able to spend the day with their daddy's. This is probably one of the last father's day I will be able to actually spend with you, until later in life. The past eighteen years have been the best, and it's because I was blessed with the most amazing dad in the world. He was always there for me when I needed someone to help me out, and hold my hand through the hardships. At times we didn't always agree on everything, but being daddy's little girl , you always end up getting your way. Thank you for everything. <3 

Finally Graduated

Finally Done. 

 After 12 years, and 4 years of pure drama & backstabbing it is finally over with. 

I'm proud to say I am a graduate from the biggest DoDDs school in the world. Class of 2011' 

I am off to pursue my dreams and fulfill my career in journalism and fashion. I'm extremely proud of all of my accomplishments & am very excited to share my love with the world now.